Posted in November 14, 2008 ¬ 12:46 amh.admin148 Comments »
Army boy has his first gay sex experience
Need Him So Much
I am a 32 year old married guy from the UK. I have been happily married to Angela (29) for three years now. Despite this I would consider myself bisexual. Although I have never had sex with another guy I have had vivid gay fantasies for a long time. I enjoy writing them down and posting them and swapping sexy emails with other guys online. Angela knows nothing of these fantasies or my desire for them to come true. Angela goes to work before me each morning I like nothing more than slipping on a pair of her sexy panties and letting my mind run wild. I particularly like the idea of dressing up in women’s underwear with another guy. I also love to have phone sex and swap pictures. My favourite fantasy at the moment though is to imagine meeting a gorgeous black stud and becoming his property his slut. This story is based on this fantasy. If you like it please get in touch. I’d love to hear from you.
Cityroseuk xxx
Angela and I had been going to the health club for about three months. We didn’t really use the gym but would go swimming three or four times a week. I enjoyed it as it gave me the opportunity to indulge my gay fantasies and watch a whole host of sexy guys getting changed or swimming in their tight sexy swimming trunks. I loved to check out the bulge in the front of a pair of tight lycra shorts or swimming trunks or to feast my eyes on a pair of tight hard buns. I particularly enjoyed showering next to all of these fit guys and imagining soaping down their hot tight bodies.
I had a lot of gay fantasies when I was younger. I’d always regretted not doing anything about it. However when I started dating girls in my late teens I hadn’t given other guys much thought. However since married Angela things had begun to change. First of all I’d found myself tempted by the endless supply of sexy lingerie I now had access to. Angela loved buying the skimpiest tightest and most gorgeous lingerie she could. I loved making love to her of course when she was dressed up but I just couldn’t resist trying it on and was soon wearing her stuff almost everyday. When I was young I used to wear my sister’s underwear. Clearly my fetish hadn’t gone away. From this it was a short step to reuniting my gay fantasies. Soon I became desperate to experience sex with another guy for real. There was one guy in particular who I’d seen down the health club who I thought was gorgeous.
I’d noticed him one day in the pool as his long dark muscular body cut past me in the water. He was tall over six feet with broad shoulders and the perfect physique perfectly formed muscles a slim waist and powerful rounded thighs. His ass was tight and firm and looked amazing in his little red swimming trunks. His body was ebony black and his eyes dark. He had a shaved head and a small silver stud in his ear. I was transfixed as I watched him slide out of the pool and walk water dripping from his perfect body back to the changing rooms.
I’d never experienced anything like it before. I was stunned. I’d never felt such a bolt of pure emotion on seeing another person before not a girl and certainly not another guy. I’d had lots of fantasies about black guys when I was younger and the site of this perfect specimen had knocked me out. As I watched him walk away from me his perfect ass disappearing into the changing rooms I just knew I wanted him more than anything else in the world.
Next morning after Angela went to work I lay on the bed naked. I hadn’t been able to stop thinking of him since the previous night. I wondered if Angela had noticed how distracted I felt. I couldn’t concentrate on that though. All I could think about was this beautiful black guy I had instantly fallen in love with. I lay there my hand gently caressing my hard aching cock and balls. I imagined how I wanted to make love to him. To kiss him all over his perfect body to tell him how much I wanted him to tell him how much I loved him. I imagined our lips meetings our tongues seeking each other out. I could feel his cock in my mouth and between my fingers as my fantasy spiralled out of all control. I wanted to shut everything out except the two of us together.
I was moaning loudly as my cum shot out my cock as a shuddering orgasm hit me. I came some much all over my chest. I moaned and writhed around on our bed crying out in ecstasy wishing it was all real. I ran my fingers through the pools of cum all over my chest bringing it to my lips and hungrily licking it off my fingers. I felt the hot sweet taste of my own juice and wished it was his.
I tried to live as normal a life as possible over the next few days but it was so hard. Every time we went to the health club all I wanted was to see him. Angela is very sexually demanding and although I made love to her often I couldn’t get my mind off this guy. Almost every time we made love I closed my eyes and imagined it was him who was sucking my cock or his ass I was penetrating. Every time I saw him down the club it only made things worse. My fantasises grew and grew. When I saw him I would drink in his body and look for that bulge in the front of his tight shorts. I could tell he was big maybe eight inches. My mind just went on inventing more and more hot sexy fantasies.
I don’t know if he noticed me during this time. I tried to hide my desire as best I could but I thought a few times he saw me looking at him. He certainly never made a move for me or acknowledged me. I became resigned to the fact that he wasn’t gay or wasn’t interested in me. This didn’t stop me thinking of him though. The fact that he might not be interested just made me more desperate. I just wanted him more.
One day after about three weeks of this torture I walked into the changing rooms only to see him disappearing out of the far doors into the pool. I felt the usual jolt of emotion on seeing him and disappointment that I wasn’t going to see him naked. Then I realised that the changing room was empty. I was the only occupant. I noticed a pile of clothes on a bench. They must be his I thought. I couldn’t help myself. I went across and nervously felt the pockets and instantly felt a wallet in one of them. I lifted it out and opened it. Inside was some id with his gorgeous picture on. His name was Bryden and below it had an email address for him at work. I jotted them down and quickly put the wallet back. I didn’t really know what I was doing I just knew that I wanted to make contact with him somehow.
I quickly got changed and went in the pool. I spent the whole time I was in the pool watching him swim up and down longing as his body cut through the water with such powerful strokes. I didn’t notice anyone else in the pool not Angela not any of the other young women that I would normally find so irresistible.
He got out after twenty minutes. Angela and I normally stopped for far longer than that. I knew it looked suspicious but I called to Angela that I was tired and wanted to get out. I went to the changing room and got my shower gel and headed straight for the showers. The showers were open and in a row. There he was naked and stunning washing his dream like body down. I was transfixed as I stood next to him. I estimated he was about 25. His cock was long and thick. The rest of him I knew well from watching him so closely for so many weeks. I tried not to stare but I knew he noticed me and my arousal. I was only feet away from him and wanted him so badly. I wanted to touch him but couldn’t. I turned away and carried on washing myself down. My cock was hard and I was trembling with desire and fear.
I heard him finish and leave the showers. I was there on my own. As soon as he left I took my cock in my soapy hand and started to stroke. I came quickly thick wads of cum shooting out over the shower wall. I held my breath in case he heard. I stayed in the shower until I heard him go. I knew I couldn’t risk seeing him again. I had no idea what his reaction was going to be. I knew by now thought that he must have some idea how I felt about him.
Next day I was working at home and as soon as Angela had gone to work I found the email address I had written down. I had a hotmail address I used when I was talking to guys online. I longed on. I typed his email address into a new email and then just typed in the subject line “I want you so much” and sent it. I couldn’t concentrate at all that day. I kept checking my email every few minutes disappointed when my inbox was empty. Then after about two hours I had a message. I went into my inbox and there was a message. It was from another hotmail account but the name id was Bryden. I opened it my hands shaking with anticipation but also fear at what he might say. My eyes fixed on the text in the box “So are you the slut with the pretty wife who can’t keep his eyes off me? Does your wife know you chase black cock when she’s not looking?”
I instantly typed a reply. “My wife might be pretty but I haven’t been able to concentrate on her since I saw you”. I sent it and waited. I was so turned on by now I started to undress. Ten minutes later a reply came back.
“So where’s your wife now slut?”.
I typed my reply. “She’s at work. I’m all alone here. I’m naked and hard and thinking of your beautiful black body and what I could do for you.”
A few minutes later he replied. “I’ve got a pretty vivid imagination slut. What could you do for me?”.
I spent nearly an hour typing out my reply. Telling him all about my fantasies about him pouring everything out to him. I didn’t care about anything just telling him how much I wanted him.
We started to write everyday. I would write every morning before going to work and tell him my latest fantasies about him. I would tell him about how I wanted them to come true and about how much I was in love with him. He would write back with demands that I was happy to fulfil. He asked for pictures of me naked and then pictures of me dressed up in Angela’s underwear. I did everything he wanted. Each morning I would dress up in Angela’s sexiest lingerie and photograph myself for him. I started buying her more and more stunning lingerie. She loved it and we started to have amazing sex again. Little did she realise that it was all so I could dress up for Bryden. Neither did she realise that every time we made love it was Bryden I was thinking of. Bryden and I swapped mobile phone numbers we would text each other and I would even phone him when I was alone so he could listen to me as I masturbated thinking about him.
During this time we didn’t se each other down the health club. He had stopped coming and had joined another. I kept telling him how much I wanted to see him but he just kept sending the same reply “Not yet”.
About three weeks later Angela was due to go away for the weekend with a friend. I kept emailing Bryden to tell him about it and asking if we could meet up but he would just avoid the subject. I began to think we would never meet up like this. One the day that Angela left I was on the computer as usual writing Bryden a long email when I heard a knock on the front door. I went downstairs and opened it without thinking. Standing there in front of me was Bryden. He was wearing a short pair of tight lycra shorts and a tee shirt. He had a grin on his face.
“I was just going for a run around the neighbourhood when I saw your pretty wife drive away with her friend. We can’t have you all alone this weekend with me feeling so horny can we”.
He stepped in as I closed the door behind him…
Posted in November 13, 2008 ¬ 10:53 pmh.admin2 Comments »
Vanilla boy eats fresh jizz
Center Stage Ch. 03
I walked away from Grey and headed directly towards the bar. I had just taken my first sip of the mountain dew with vodka that I had ordered when Sydney stepped up next to me.
“Hey there Cameron are you enjoying the party so far?” She asked with a smile.
She really was beautiful. I am positive that Dale’s heart must melt every time he sees this smile.
“I am Sydney I haven’t had this much fun in a long time. I’m glad that Grey brought me along.”
I returned her smile.
“Tell me something Cameron do you handle Zack at work the same way you handled Lucas tonight?”
I kept my face as smooth as possible but I was floored. How the hell did she know that I worked with him? Houston we have a problem!
“I don’t know what you mean Sydney?” I asked in what I hope was a confused tone.
Sydney smiled at me again and leaned over and whispered in my ear.
“Ariel Grey happens to be my best friend in the whole world. So let’s just say that I am in the know and leave it at that. I will say this though. You really should handle his highness the same way you handled Lucas tonight. He needs a friend and I think you just might be strong enough to crack that suit of armor he wears all the time.”
A tug on my pant leg stopped me before I could respond to Sydney. I looked down to see Madison sitting next to me. Madison’s tail was swinging back and forth. She was obviously happy about something. I leaned down and picked her up in my arms. She butted her nose against my check. I could see something black hanging out of the corner of her mouth. I reached up and gently pulled it from her. She immediately began licking my face. I looked down in my hand and saw a black piece of material. I looked at Sydney with a curious expression.
“What’s this girl?”
“Where the FUCK is that bitch of a dog???”
I looked across the room and could see Lucas ranting and raving to a group of people. He pointed down towards his feet. The laugh that escaped my mouth was loud. Lucas was missing a chunk of his pant leg around his right ankle. I looked at Madison and she seemed to look back at me proudly.
“Did you do that girl?”
She responded by putting her paw against my cheek and licking me again.
“I really can’t believe she has taken to you like this Cameron she is never this friendly. It’s almost like she understands exactly what you are saying.”
I grinned at Sydney.
“You can call me Cam any friend of Ariel’s is a friend of mine. Let’s see just how smart she is Sydney.”
I shoved the piece of material in my pocket and reached up and scratched behind Madison’s ears.
“Hey Madison…”
She cocked her head and looked me expectantly.
“Do you remember who Grey is?”
A soft low puppy growl rumbled through her little body.
“You want to go get him?”
She let out a little bark. I set her down and she took off through the crowd.
Sydney laughed.
“You are wicked Cam I love it! I still can’t believe how she’s attached herself to you. I also can’t believe how attached Zack is to you either.”
I choked on my drink but managed not to get it all over myself.
“Excuse me?”
Sydney took me by the arm.
“Let’s step out on the balcony where we can have a little more privacy. Okay?”
I nodded my head and followed her out a set of french doors into the cool summer night. We sat down around a table and I waited for her to begin.
“First let me say that I’ve known the Greys for most of my life. We grew up living next door to each other. You could say that I am an expert on the subject actually. Now I didn’t mean that Zack was attached to you in a romantic sense. I meant that he really does see you as a friend. He just has problems expressing that.”
I laughed.
“No offense Sydney I am far from being his friend. If this is how he treats his friends then I would really hate to see how he treats his enemies. He’s a cold hearted son of a bitch and hasn’t shown me any reason to think otherwise.”
Sydney nodded her head.
“No offense taken Cam I understand what you mean. I just wish you could have known Zack before he turned into a jerk. He was one of the sweetest guys you could ever meet.”
“Then what happened?”
“Lucas happened. It was about six years ago. Zack was just coming to terms with his sexuality. Somehow he ended up meeting Lucas and everything changed after that. Lucas took control over him. He ended up getting Zack to out himself to everyone. A lot of people didn’t understand and quite a few actually shut Zack out completely. It would have happened eventually but Lucas used the situation to take over Zack’s life. He got Zack to think that he was the only person that cared about him. That he was the only one Zack could trust. After a few weeks Zack shut all of us out of his life. It wasn’t until a few months later that Zack caught Lucas cheating on him that he realized what had happened. Well that and the fact that Ariel ripped him about four new assholes.”
We both laughed. Ariel can be a very formidable woman.
“It took some time but we slowly saw the old Zack coming back. He tried dating some more but he seemed to get burned all the time. It was around that time that he gave up dating and men. Center Stage was born. It was his baby. He put every ounce of effort he had into making it successful. CSP is a huge success now but it came at a cost. Zack stopped trusting people. He stopped letting people into his life. Now he only really deals with Dale and I. Of course there is Ariel as well but he still isn’t the same person anymore. He doesn’t allow anyone to see what’s inside of him. That is why it was important for you to be here tonight. He knew you were strong enough to keep Lucas at bay and that would give him the chance to relax and maybe just be himself for a bit. Acting like a bastard asshole all day long can really take it out of you.”
I sat back with a thoughtful expression on my face. I do admit that hearing all of this does explain Grey’s attitude but it still doesn’t excuse it. Everyone gets dealt a shitty hand in life from time to time. That doesn’t mean he has to act like that towards people.
“I understand what you are saying Sydney but what do you want me to do about it?”
“All I ask is that you don’t shut him out. I am not asking you to kiss his ass. Actually I am asking you to do the opposite. Keep challenging him. Don’t let him get his way all the time. I understand that he is your boss but I know from experience that assistants have more control than a normal secretary would. In fact I’ll let you in on a little secret Cam.”
“What’s that?”
“You are the first personal assistant Zack has ever had.”
I looked at her with confusion. Is she fucking kidding?
“Sorry Sydney you’re wrong. I’m just one person in a long list of people that have worked for him.”
“You’re right there Cam but those other people you are referring to were not his assistants. Before you came along there were only secretaries. After he interviewed you he changed the position to personal assistant. My guess is that he saw a lot in you and this way it gives him the opportunity to interact with you more. He wouldn’t interact this much with just a secretary.”
Okay. Now I was really fucking confused.
“Why would he do that? My understanding is that he treats me worse than anyone.”
“My guess would be that he has really started to see you as a friend and he is scared. Like I said before guys have burned him in the past. Even though there is no romantic interest there is still a possibility that you two could end up close friends. Well you could if Zack would stop being such a fucking prick. I really hope you can stick this out Cam I also hope that Zack decides to let you see the real him at some point.”
I smiled at Sydney.
“I’ll try the best that I can Sydney but it’s really going to be up to him. He is going to have to take the first step if wants friends. It’s going to take some time before anyone will believe it though. He’s been a bastard for so long…”
I was interrupted by the sound of the balcony door opening. Grey was standing there and looking back and forth between the two of us. He looked concerned.
“Um…Cam…Do you have anything to do with this?” Grey asked.
He stepped out on the balcony and turned sideways. That is when I saw her and I couldn’t help my laughter. Madison was attached to the pant leg of his jeans. He must have dragged her all the way out here. She was growling and tugging on his pants as soon as he stopped moving.
“Who is the smartest girl in the world?”
At the sound of my voice she let go of Grey’s pants and came bounding over to me. She hopped up into my lap and once again my face got covered in puppy kisses. I was petting her and murmuring into her ear.
“Well boys I need to find Dale. We need to make sure that Lucas isn’t causing too much trouble. I’ll be back.” Sydney said with a smile as she stood up and headed back into the loft.
She closed the door behind her. Grey stood there for a few moments looking uncomfortable. He must have decided to try and relax because he finally sat down in the chair Sydney had just vacated. Madison’s head turned to see where he was going. As he sat down by me she started to growl.
“I have no fucking clue why that dog doesn’t like me. She seems to be taken with you though. It seems you have that effect on animals as well as people.”
I could hear the traces of sarcasm in his voice.
“Jealous sir?”
His head snapped up and our eyes locked.
“What would you know about jealousy? Isn’t your life perfect enough? And what is with the ‘sir’ shit? We aren’t at work. I do have a name.”
“You might not be at work but allow me to remind you that I am here as a part of work…”
For the first time I saw some emotion crack through his mask. Anger.
“Are you going to keep throwing that in my face? Why don’t you just leave then Cameron? You certainly aren’t being held here at gun point.”
“You are so good at that aren’t you?” I asked.
I seemed to be on a roll tonight. I received a look at a second emotion on his face. Confusion.
“What in hell are you talking about?”
“You know damn well what I mean. You are getting pretty good at pushing people away from you. You really should write a book or something on the subject. I am sure it will be a best seller.”
“I’m sorry. I forgot I was talking to the all-knowing Cameron. You think you know everything don’t you?”
“I don’t think that I know everything. I’m observant and even a blind person would be able to see the stone walls you’ve erected around yourself. If you would stop acting like such an asshole all the time people might actually want to be around you for more than five seconds.”
“What you really mean is that people wouldn’t hate me? Why don’t you just say it instead of beating around the bush?”
“I can’t speak for other people Mr. Grey I can only speak for myself.”
It was like I threw a lit match into a barrel of gasoline. He exploded with a fury.
“I told you I have a fucking name Cameron it is Zachary. I am so fucking tired of all this ‘sir’ and ‘Mr. Grey’ bullshit. Why are you so afraid of using my first name? What’s the fucking problem?”
I stood up cradling Madison in my arms. I’m sure the look on my face could have frozen the Atlantic Ocean in the middle of the summer.
“Afraid? Fear has nothing to do with it…”
His deep bass voice interrupted me. Its sound echoed off of the building.
“Then what is the problem? You don’t call me by my first name because…”
“I hate you.” I interrupted back.
His mouth moved but not a solitary sound came out. Ariel and Sydney wanted me to get behind his walls to help him. I knew there was no way of getting around his walls. So I took a different course of action. I gave him the blunt honest truth and exploded right through his walls. I walked towards the balcony door. I turned back to look at him and what I saw rocked me to the core of my being. Sadness. It wasn’t even that he just looked sad. He looked completely crushed. I couldn’t let that affect me though. He needed to realize the type of person he has become. If there was any chance for him to return to the boy Ariel told me about then I had to be strong. My voice carried out over the balcony like a soft summer breeze.
“You asked me before what I knew about jealousy. So let me share with you what I know about it. I’m jealous of you.”
His head snapped up and his eyes locked on to me.
“You have everything I’ve ever dreamed about. You have a successful company with amazing employees. You are doing something that you love. Let’s not forget that you could have any person in the world you wanted. All it would take is one of those smiles you gave Dale before. The problem is you don’t realize any of that. You’ve thrown everything away because you’re mad at the world. You are one of the luckiest people I know but you don’t seem to understand any of that. You treat people like shit and you never show any concern or compassion to anyone. Even with everything you have you could have so much more if you just let people in.”
His voice was so low I was barely able to hear him.
“So you hate me because you’re jealous of me.”
“No. I hate you because I can’t walk away. As much as you piss me off and hurt me I know that somewhere buried deep inside of you is a good person. That is why I put up with your bullshit. I keep hoping that eventually this evil Hitler routine will wear off and the light that’s inside you will finally shine through. Everyday you seem to bury yourself deeper and deeper and it makes me feel like a fool for believing in you.”
“Well Cameron that was quite a monologue you gave there but you really don’t expect me to believe it do you? This definitely out shines your performance with Lucas earlier. I really should pay you double time for this.”
As he looked back up at me I could see the mask had slid back into place. I knew this was a bad idea. I should have kept my big fucking mouth shut when I had the chance. I thought that this might of worked but I was obviously mistaken. I don’t know why he does this. This is why I hate him. Wait. That’s not right. I need to be honest with myself. I hate him because I let him get to me like this. I couldn’t help the tears that filled my eyes. I took a deep breath. There is only one thing I could do now.
“This is exactly why I hate you. People put themselves out there and open up to you but you don’t care. You rip them apart and then piss all over them. Don’t worry about paying me for anything sir. You don’t pay someone that doesn’t work for you. Consider this my resignation. I quit.”
I set Madison down and turned to open the balcony door. She pawed at my leg and I could hear her crying to be picked up again. I stopped at the sound of Grey’s voice.
“You can’t quit. I won’t let you.”
I looked over my shoulder and laughed. I had to look pretty foolish though because a few tears escaped from my eyes.
“You don’t own me Mr. Grey I refuse to let you push me around anymore. I deserve better than this. I would wish you all the best but you already have it. You’re just too god damn stupid to see that. Goodbye sir.”
I quickly wiped my face before stepping back into the loft. I scanned the room quickly and found a quick easy escape path. I moved quickly across the room but not fast enough to draw any unwanted attention. Just as I reached the door though a condescending voice laughed over my shoulder. I turned around and standing before me was Lucas. The way my luck was running tonight I should have expected it.
“Did you and your man have a little fight buddy?” He asked with a sneer.
I couldn’t even control my anger at this point. I didn’t even bother to respond. I turned slightly to my side and my right leg flashed out next to me. My foot caught him dead in the stomach and I could hear the air rush out of his lungs. I swung open the door to the loft and took off down the steps. I quickly hailed a taxi and was on my way home. What a fucked up night this was.
* * *
It wasn’t until much later in the evening when I was relaxing in a steamy hot bath that the ramifications of tonight’s events hit me. Did I actually quit tonight? It took me a few moments to decide. Yes. I would follow through with my impromptu resignation. I wasn’t worried about losing any money. As I said before my paychecks were fucking awesome. I barely had any free time to spend any of it though. This meant that I had a really nice balance in my checkbook at the moment. I could take a few months and decide on a plan of action. I was upset about not working at CPS though and it had nothing to do with the pay. I really loved my job there. Sure I had to put up with ‘him’ but even that proved to be interesting from time to time.
After about thirty minutes of soaking in the tub I rinsed off and threw on some comfortable clothes. It was only about 11 p.m. I was still wired after everything that happened tonight and I knew I wouldn’t be finding sleep anytime soon. I had just settled down and started to watch some movies on TV. I opened a Zima and lit up a smoke. Just as I was getting into an awesome Julia Roberts film the buzzer rang out through the apartment. I sighed as I stood up and went over to the console.
“Yes?”
“Good evening sir. There is a Miss Grey here to see you. Should I send her up?”
“Yes George thank you.”
“Your welcome sir have a good night.”
“You too George.”
I unlocked the front door and sat back down on the couch. I heard a knock at the door a few minutes later.
“It’s open!”
Ariel breezed into the apartment carrying a small box. She kicked the door closed with her foot. She gave my place a quick once over.
“Very nice Cam you have great taste.”
“You’ve seen the apartment before Ariel so cut the crap.” I said with a grin. “What do I owe the honor of this visit my lady?”
Ariel plopped down next to me on the couch. She set the box down in front of her. A huge smile lit up her face.
“I don’t know what the fuck you did tonight Cam but it was bloody brilliant!”
My head snapped to the side to look at her. What the hell is she talking about?
“What do you mean Ariel? I ended up telling him off cussing him out and I fucking quit my job.”
She surprised me again by giggling. Why does this seem so funny to her?
“I know all about it Cam I just came from Dale and Sydney’s place. They called me as soon as the party ended. It seemed that someone was on their balcony most of the night and was pretty upset. He wouldn’t talk to anyone so they called me. I rushed right over there. Do you know what I found Cam?”
“I’m not really good at guessing games Ariel just tell me already.”
I smiled at her so she would know I wasn’t angry with her.
“I found a very depressed and upset Zack. He even started crying Cam.”
Ok now she had my attention. Why would the man without a heart be crying?
“Crying about what?”
“He wouldn’t tell me exactly what you said to him Cam but whatever you said really threw him for a loop. Zack told me that he knew things were getting bad but he didn’t realize how bad it was until you laid into him tonight. In one night you’ve been able to do what Sydney Dale and I have been trying to do for years.”
“What would that be?”
“He was actually himself for once Cam he let his guards down and talked to all of us. Zack didn’t try to control any of his emotions. He completely let go and just went on and on for about an hour. He cut himself off to the point that he didn’t think he could get things back. He felt that no one cared because no one said anything to him. He always ignored the three of us because we’ve been on his case forever. You were different though. You barely knew him but you had his number. You called him on so many things tonight. I think we may have gotten Zack back for good and that’s all thanks to you Cam!”
She leaned over and gave me a huge hug. I pointed at the box on the floor.
“What is that?”
“It’s a thank you present from Sydney and Dale.”
She leaned over and pulled the lid off. After a few seconds a tan furry head popped up.
“Madison?”
At the sound of my voice Madison sprung from the box onto the couch. She immediately pounced on me and began to cover me with sweet puppy kisses.
“What is she doing here Ariel?”
“Dale and Sydney were actually planning on finding her a new home since she was having so many problems with Dale. After they saw the way she reacted to you…well they hoped that you would want her. They thought it was a perfect thank you gift.”
I scratch Madison behind the ears and grinned at Ariel.
“Do you want to live with me Madison?”
She let out a tiny bark and then curled up in my lap. She fell asleep in about 5 seconds.
Ariel and I both laughed.
“I guess that answers the question then. She stays.”
“So Cam…about your job…” Ariel began.
“Please let’s not talk about it. I did quit tonight. I can’t go back there.”
Ariel looked at me curiously.
“Did you really tell him that you hate him?”
I nodded my head.
“Do you really hate him Cam?”
I paused for a second and took a deep breath. I asked myself that question about a hundred times since I left the party. I did a lot of soul searching to find the answer.
“No I don’t.”
Ariel reached over and put her hand over mine.
“Why did you say it?”
“I knew that no matter what I said he would most likely not care. You asked me to get through to him any way I could. I figured that if I could break through everything and make him feel really feel anything then it would most likely help him. Once he realized that he wasn’t as cut off from everything as he thought he was it would make his journey back an easier one. I didn’t actually plan on telling him I hated him but he just pushed me to that point. The next thing I knew the words were out of my mouth. I wanted to take them back. He really does piss me off a lot but I can’t honestly say that I hate him. When I looked at his face though I know that the slip was actually better than anything I could have planned. I didn’t just get behind his walls Ariel. I completely obliterated them. Well…I at least thought that I had. Not even two seconds later his mask was back in place. Suddenly I just couldn’t take it anymore.”
I paused to take a breath and then continued on.
“When I first started working there I was so excited to be working at CPS. I had heard such wonderful things about the company. I thought that Mr. Grey and I might actually become friends. Reality hit on the first day. We were certainly not going to be friends. After he put on his boss mask again tonight I just got tired of it. I couldn’t take dealing with him anymore. So I quit.”
Ariel squeezed my hand.
“Zack brought up a good question tonight. One that I’ve wanted to ask myself actually.”
I looked at her with a raised eyebrow.
“What’s the question?”
“Why don’t you ever call him Zack?”
I sighed.
“I never used his first name because that would imply I thought we were friends and we weren’t. Even though I was supposed to be his ‘boyfriend’ tonight I still couldn’t cross that line. I couldn’t use his first name. I still can’t. Does that make any sense?”
Ariel nodded her head.
“It makes perfect sense. You know there was another reason I came here tonight.”
“Really?”
“Yeah…Zack thought I could talk you into coming back to work.”
I opened my mouth but she put up her hand to stop me.
“After talking to you though I don’t see that working out. I think Zack needs some time to realize exactly how much you did for him. Here is my plan.”
Ariel went over the details of her idea for the next fifteen minutes. I had to admit it was a great idea. It might just actually work.
* * * * * * * * * * * *
Two weeks later I stood in the elevator at CSP on my way up to his office. Once again I was wondering if I was doing the right thing by listening to Ariel. I guess I will have to wait and see. Ariel called me about 10 minutes ago. She just got back from lunch with him and they had a meeting with a prospective new client. There has been a temp in at my desk for the last two weeks. From what Ariel told me everything was running like shit. She had advised the temp right before the meeting that I would be in today after being out on sick leave. I would take over without him even realizing it. That is until Ariel called me in with some information for their meeting.
I walked into the office and found a very bored looking woman sitting at my desk. She was obviously bullshitting on the phone with a friend of hers. My desk was destroyed. It would take forever for me to get it cleaned up. I stood in front of the desk for a few moments waiting for her to acknowledge me but she never did.
“Excuse me miss…”
She held up her finger signaling me to wait a moment.
After a few more minutes I tried again.
“Miss…”
She put her hand over the received and shot me an angry look.
“I am on the phone here. What are you blind?”
I quickly moved around the desk and snatched the phone out of her hand.
“Hey!”
“I am sorry but please don’t ever call back here again. The bitch has been fired.”
I slammed the phone down and glared at her.
“You are sitting at my desk. I suggest you get your fat ass up and grab your shit and leave. I wouldn’t suggest you doing this on any other jobs because this incident will be reported to your agency. Now get the hell out.”
It took her a few moments to get her things together. She finally stormed her way out of the office. I found my headset in one of my desk drawers. I put it on and plugged it into the phone. I hit a button on the phone and got connected to security.
“Security speaking. What is the problem now miss?”
Obviously the temp had no idea how to work the phone system.
“Hey Ted It’s Cameron. That temp is on her way out. Stop her and search her. Make sure she didn’t take anything on her last day here.”
“Cameron! It’s great to hear your voice buddy! Welcome back! I will make sure to check her out. She’s been putting everyone through hell.”
“Thanks Ted it’s good to be back.”
While I was waiting for Ariel to buzz in I started to clean up my desk. It took me about an hour to get everything back to where it should be. Just as I was finishing up the intercom sounded. I took a deep breath and hit the answer button. I didn’t say anything though in case he decided to page the desk himself. Luckily Ariel’s voice came over the headset.
“Hello. Could you bring in the files for the most recent show CSP has worked on please?”
“It will be my pleasure Miss Bennett.”
I could hear the smile in her voice.
“Thank you so much.”
The line went dead. I stood up and entered the door that was hidden in the wall behind my desk. All the company’s records were kept here in one place. This way it was easily organized. All anyone had to do was call up or email me and I got the information sent down to the correct department. I grabbed the correct files and picked up my notepad. There was a good possibility I would be asked to stay and take notes but there was the other possibility that he would ask me to leave. I headed down the hallway and stopped at the double doors. Here goes nothing.
I knocked gently on the door and waited to be admitted.
“Come in.”
I heard his voice through the door and took a deep calming breath.
I entered the office and gently closed the door behind me. I had my best professional smile on my face. His office was big enough that a small conference table was set up in the corner. Ariel was the only one to look my way when I came in. Her face lit up like a Christmas tree. There were two ladies sitting at the table with them. I walked up quietly and set the files down next to him.
“Here are the files you requested Mr. Grey.”
“Thank you…” He said as he looked up. “Cameron.”
I expected to see the mask firmly in place but it wasn’t. Shock was written all over his face. I had to cover this up quick. I turned to the women at the table.
“Good Afternoon ladies could I get either of you something to drink?”
They both smiled up at me but politely declined. I turned back to him.
“If you need anything else sir I will be at my desk.”
I turned to go back to my desk but he stopped me.
“Cameron…would you mind sitting in and taking notes for me please?”
I turned back and he had an expectant look on his face. I gave him the best smile I could.
“Of course sir.”
I sat down next to Ariel and began taking notes. I noticed a few times throughout the meeting that he looked my way every now and then. Ariel reached under the table at one point and grabbed my knee. I glanced over at her and she mouthed the words ‘thank you’ to me. All I did was nod back at her. Twenty minutes later the meeting ended. He got up and escorted the ladies out of the office. As soon as he shut the door behind them Ariel gave me a huge hug.
“This so totally worked!”
“I do have to admit it seemed pretty good. I can’t believe he actually looked shocked. I didn’t really expect a reaction.”
“He’s really been trying Cam though I must admit I haven’t seen that much reaction from him at work before. I think it’s a good thing he asked you to stay. I guess we will have to wait and see what happens when he gets back.”
Suddenly the door to the office swung open and he practically ran into the room. He shut the door quickly behind him. Emotions flashed across his face so quickly I couldn’t even distinguish them. Ariel stood up and gathered her things.
“I have to get to my meeting with my staff. I will call you later Zack to give you an update on the casting for that new show.” She turned and looked down at me. “Great to see you again Cameron.”
She walked past Zack and patted him on the shoulder. She quickly exited the office. I stood up and walked around the table. It was time to face the music.
“Cameron…what are you doing here?”
It wasn’t the best conversation starter but at least he was trying.
“Ariel can be very persuasive when she wants to be. It was either come back to work or wake up at the bottom of the river. So here I am.”
His face crumbled a bit and he turned to go back towards his desk. Damn it Cameron. Can’t you ever say the right thing?
“Wait Zack…”
He spun around quickly.
“The truth of the matter is that I really missed my job. I would have come back sooner but I thought with everything that happened it might be a good idea to wait a little bit. We really should have cleared this with you first. Maybe this was a bad idea…”
He just stood there staring at me. I sighed and turned to head out of the office. I hadn’t taken more than two steps when I felt his hand on my shoulder. I turned around to face him. I looked at him and there was an unreadable expression on his face.
“What did you say?”
“I really missed it here and…”
He shook his head and cut me off.
“Not that. What did you say before that?”
Oh!
“What do you mean sir?” I asked with a grin.
“Cameron…”
His face tightened.
“Zack…”
His face lit up with that rare smile. Maybe Ariel was right. This might be able to work out after all.
“Cameron I want to start over. I’ve been a total prick and we’ve both said some horrible things to each other.”
I opened my mouth to speak but he held his hand up.
“Give me a second. It doesn’t matter if we meant what was said or not. Can we just start all over? I would like it if we could be friends. Could that be possible Cameron?”
He stuck out his hand.
“Hi. I’m Zachary Grey. It’s nice to meet you Cameron.”
I looked at his hand. I just shook my head and laughed. He looked at me with confusion.
“My friends call me Cam. Besides…friends don’t shake hands.”
I was taking a chance but please let this work. I stepped over to him and gave him a hug. He didn’t do anything for a second but then I felt his arms wrap around me. I pulled back a little bit and looked at Zack. He still had that smile on his face.
“Thanks Cam.”
“No problem Zack.”
The voice that came from behind me made my stomach clench in knots.
“Isn’t that sweet. The two lovebirds made up.”
I turned around and once again came face to face with my new arch nemesis. Lucas Ridgeton.
I couldn’t help the sigh that slid from my mouth. I turned and looked at Zack.
“I really need to talk to security. Any piece of trash could come strolling in here off of the streets.”
Then something surprising happened. Zack laughed. In all the time I’ve known him I have never heard him laugh or even giggle. I couldn’t help but smile at him.
“I am on to your little game Zachary I know that this slut is just your PA here. I’ve got a few friends that work in the company and they filled me in. He’s not your boyfriend.”
Zack sighed and look defeated. Lucas had an evil grin on his nasty face. He is so fucking stupid. Doesn’t he remember anything from our last encounter? I couldn’t let him embarrass Zack like this. If we were starting out fresh like we agreed then I had to do something. Friends are supposed to help each other out.
“What goes on here at work is completely professional Lucas this is a business. Our personal lives are not put on display for all of the employees to see and gossip about. Besides how do you think we met?”
The smile faded a little from Lucas’ face.
“I still don’t believe it. Zachary is way too good for someone like you. I don’t know why he felt the need to get you to go along with this scheme but I would guess he is paying you pretty well.”
“You will NOT talk to him like that you bitter piece of…”
Zack started going off on Lucas. I reached out and pulled him back. Lucas totally deserved it but I was not going to let Lucas get to Zack like this. Zack was glaring at him and Lucas was laughing.
“Zack…” I reached up and turned his face towards me. “Ignore him baby he is definitely not worth the effort. Okay?”
As I was talking to him I ran my thumb over his cheek. His eyes widened a bit and he nodded his head. I am not sure if it was being called baby or my hand on his face that caused him the shock. I would NOT let Lucas get to him. I leaned over and gently brushed my lips over his. Not actually a kiss but enough to show there was affection between us. I pulled him against me and turned to look at Lucas.
“Leave. Now. If I ever see you inside this building again I will have you arrested for trespassing. Get the fuck out you piece of shit.”
Lucas glared at me and stormed out of the office. He slammed the door on his way out. Zack and I started laughing at that same time.
“Remind me to never piss you off Cam well at least never to piss you off again.”
I smiled at him.
“Water under the bridge. Remember Zack?”
He nodded at me.
“So what was with the ‘baby’ stuff and the hand on my cheek?”
I couldn’t help the blush that crept over my face.
“Look it may have been over the top but I had to do something to shut him up. I just went with the flow. I noticed though that you didn’t mention the kiss. Wasn’t it good?”
I grinned wickedly at him.
“I’m glad you think quick on your feet. And do you really call that a kiss? It was more like a brush. Maybe we should try it again.”
Zack smiled at me and took two steps forward. I quickly back peddled two steps. When did this turn into a Paula Abdul video?
“If you call me a cold hearted snake I will kick your ass Cameron!”
I know I didn’t say that out loud!
“How did you know what I was thinking?” I asked with my voice laced with shock.
“You think that I didn’t pay any attention to you the whole time you worked here but you were wrong. I noticed everything I could.”
“Why? If you were that curious about me then why treat me like that?” I asked as I stepped towards him.
“It was easier to push you away than it was to let you in Cam besides whenever I play with fire I end up getting burned. You are hot enough to engulf the building in flames.”
He smiled at me and took a step towards me. My breath caught in my throat.
“You are so full of shit Zack I have to admit I like saying your name.”
He laughed.
“It has a smoother ring than ‘the lord of all things evil’ doesn’t it?”
I gasped.
“Ariel is going to die a very slow and painful death.”
“Don’t worry about it Cameron I’ve known everything you’ve ever said. When you first started working here you used to leave the intercom on. I’ve heard most of this directly from you. Hearing you say those things actually helped me push you away. Not that I wanted to do that though. I felt like I had to. You were the first person in a long time I felt like I could connect with and that scared me. I didn’t want to connect with anyone or be friends. I just wanted to be alone. I thought that would make me happier.”
“Did it?”
“No. I do have a question for you though. I want you to answer it honestly.”
I looked at him expectantly. He walked over and stood right in front of me.
“Did you…did you mean it when you said you hated me?”
Hearing those words come back to me was like being punched in the gut. Why don’t I think sometimes before I talk?
“No Zack I never hated you.”
“Good. I never hated you either.”
I reached out and gave him a hug. It just felt like the right thing to do. It must have been because he hugged me right back this time.
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Best Friends Of The Same Sex
They say that opposites attract. I think that this saying is true and not just in romantic situations. My name is Ronald Brown and I have a story to share with you. It s about me and somebody who kind of sort of matters to me a lot. First and foremost I have to let you know something. I m a guy who gets wild and does all manners of things so if you re faint-hearted maybe you should split while you still can. If you re a tough-minded soul then stick around.
I ve been friends with Stephen Novak since we were in high school. Looking at us you d never think that we would hang out. I m a six-foot-two 240-pound black man. I play football and sometimes I wrestle. I almost made MVP of my college football during my first year on the team. I won first place at a state wrestling championship in the 235-pound weight class. I m a star athlete. It takes a lot of work but my old man David who is a detective with the Boston police department raised me to be a fine young man. My mother Marie is a teacher. We re a middle-class family living in the big city.
My buddy Stephen is the exact opposite of me. He s white for one thing. He s also one of those artsy types. He loves art and music. He knows how to knit. He s also gay. Yep my buddy Stephen is gay. Everyone knows that Stephen is gay. In high school he was a member of the Gay Straight Alliance. What I like about Stephen is that even though he s a skinny white dude going to school with a lot of arrogant inner-city kids he never took crap from anybody. It didn t matter if you were a man or a woman black or white Stephen never took crap from people. He stood his ground no matter what. I admire that about him.
We were friendly in high school. We didn t hang out with the same crowds but we had some things in common. I like to paint if you can believe that. I love to draw. It s a hobby I learned growing up and my mother always encouraged me to do it. She liked Stephen. I told Stephen to downplay his habits while in my house not because I was ashamed of him but because black people are notoriously homophobic my parents included. Me I ve always been a liberal at heart. Somehow both Stephen and I ended up at Amherst after graduating from high school. I went there to study Criminal Justice since I wanted to become a policeman like my dad. Stephen went there to study Business administration. Would you believe that we ended up roommates?
The college scene wasn t really my thing to tell you the truth. There were a lot more females than males at Amherst and I didn t like being a double minority : black and male. There were three chicks for every dude at that school and most of the chicks were white. A lot of the students at school were rich brats. There s this chick named Laurel in my Criminology class who is absolutely loaded. Her father works at the State House as part of the Governor s office. There s this other guy named Michael who was also filthy rich. Yeah I wasn t comfortable at school.
Stephen Novak was having a blast. There were lots of openly gay students at Amherst. Some of Stephen s friends were pretty interesting. His buddy Paul a tall Latino guy was actually the son of a wealthy Puerto Rican politician. There was this big black dyke named Amanda who was the daughter of a well-known congressman. So many of the gay students were rebels. Stephen started dating this guy named Louis Stern. Louis was this tall good-looking guy who had blond hair and gray eyes. Unlike all of Stephen s queer pals he did not look queer at all. Louis didn t talk or act effeminate at all. He was so different from the rest of Stephen s clique most of which were effeminate men and macho women.
I learned a bit about Louis. He came from Utah and he wasn t gay. Louis was a former high school volleyball player who was exploring his bisexuality while at the University of Massachusetts. He was totally easy to talk to. He talked and looked like a regular guy. He was into sports and video games. The dude even had the picture of a big-booty girl in his dorm room. He told me that the girl resembled his ex-girlfriend a sultry bombshell named Samantha who left him when he revealed to her that he was bisexual. I found Louis to be a lot more interesting than any of Stephen s pals. I did not know that gay and bisexual guys could be people who looked just like me. Oh I wasn t a homophobe. It s just that almost every gay guy I met was into fashion design and every gay girl looked like she had more testosterone than my football team buddies.
Man Stephen was a very social dude and his life was sometimes draining on mine. Don t even ask me how many times I ve had to go pick the dude up from a bar while he was drunk. I was busy with school and football and when I wasn t busy I was frustrated as hell. The females at Amherst left me cold man. Almost all of them were skinny chicks with no chests and no butts. I longed for the curvy black and Hispanic chicks I knew back in the hood. How I missed home!
Things started getting more interesting when Stephen began hanging out with this girl named Katherine Oliver. This chick was alright. She was a tall good-looking girl with blond hair and pale blue eyes. She was very hot and had a really fine sexy and full round butt. This chick had it going on. She was on the Softball team. When I heard that I was crestfallen. Most softball players were dykes. Fortunately for me Katherine was a heterosexual young woman. I asked Stephen to introduce me hoping that for once my long-standing friendship with the gay dude would help me score with a female. Things didn t exactly work out as I had planned.
I asked Katherine out but she shot me down. Apparently she didn t date black men. That was cold. It bothered me but I didn t care. It saddened me though. I told Stephen about it. He got really mad at her and told the bitch not to call him or hang with him anymore. I was proud of my gay buddy for what he did. He stuck up for me. How times had changed. Back in high school I was on top and all the females wanted me. Now I was just a single brother in the city. I approached Sarah this fine Jamaican girl from one of my classes. She wasn t into me. Like a lot of black females she loved taking a brother down. I shrugged it off and moved on. Stephen tried to cheer me up by setting me up with some of his female friends. The heterosexual ones I mean.
Thus Stephen introduced me to this chick named Jessica. Jessica was a slender girl with dark brown hair pale white skin and dark brown eyes. She was rather pretty in a tomboyish kind of way. She came from Quincy Massachusetts and was studying Nursing. Jessica was not what I expected. After the fiasco with Katherine I was hesitant to date any woman regardless of race. Jessica was nice though. This girl loved sports. She was into kick-boxing and also baseball. I like sporty girls. Maybe it s because my mother was a very sporty woman and I admired that about it. Jessica and I hung out a few times. She was a nice girl but she just didn t light my fire. I saw her as a buddy not as a potential girlfriend. Sorry but that s how it is.
Jessica didn t relent though. This girl pursued me relentlessly and I must admit having a girl like that interested in me to this extent was flattering. I gave in of course. Jessica was a nice-looking girl and she was good company. She liked me. Why go against it? Especially since I had been flying solo for the past six months. One night when Jessica asked me to check out her dorm I did. I came inside and as soon as the door was locked the girl put the moves on me.
I didn t resist her when she kissed me. I kissed her back. We got right down to business. I kissed and caressed her body. Jessica unbuttoned my shirt and unzipped my pants. She then pushed me onto the bed none too gently and then climbed on top of me. At this point the brat was stripped down to her bra and panties. I looked at her. There was a wild look on her face. I laughed. This girl was a freak! We definitely got our freak on. I put on a condom and then we did it. I stuck my cock inside her and she began riding me like a jockey on a horse. I put my hands on her hips and thrust into her. Jessica was some kind of freaky. While we fucked she was cussing louder than a New York cab driver. Man the words that came out of this chick s mouth would have made a hood rat proud! I put her on all fours and took her from behind. As I fucked her like this she got even louder. We fucked and sucked the night away.
After this initial encounter Jessica and I ended up getting together for sex a few more times. Then as abruptly as it started her interest in me vanished. I didn t really care. At least I got some booty out of it. I had been at Amherst for six months and so far I was a very lonely brother. People seem to think that football players are popular everywhere they go. At school I felt almost invisible. Again I was a poor young black man trying to get his education to make it in life. Unfortunately college girls only wanted rich men. Oh well. To hell with the bitches! I focused on my school and got better grades than I usually got. I even made Dean s List that semester.
When Spring Break neared us I thought my luck in the romance department would change. It didn t. Stephen for once wasn t doing much better than I was. One night he came to tell me what happened. Stephen Novak had introduced his lover the hunky Louis Stern to openly bisexual activist Michelle Spellman. Louis and Michelle had fallen in love and left Stephen in the dust. My poor buddy was inconsolable. I looked at Stephen. My poor friend. He was weeping. For the past few months things have been tough but I didn t cry. My dad told me that a man doesn t cry. That s for bitches and sissies. When I looked at Stephen I didn t see a bitch or a sissy. I saw a friend in pain. I just held him in my arms a gesture which surprised the both of us.
Stephen stopped weeping and looked into my eyes. I looked at him and smiled. Looking at him like that reminded me of all those times in high school when other students bothered him. I always had his back even though my teammates bugged me about it. I would approach whatever guy or girl was bugging my friend and tell them to back off or else. None of them ever wanted to find out what or else meant. Something about a huge and potentially dangerous black man standing in front of you makes you quake in fear. At least that s how the homophones used to react. I never had to use force to get my way. I always won through intimidation. All in the name of protecting a friend.
Stephen smiled at me and gently touched my cheek. I froze. What was he doing? As he touched my face gently I thought that his hand felt so nice against my skin. I also thought that this was wrong somehow and normal people shouldn t touch each other like that. But something inside me didn t care. I found myself touching Stephen back and then something happened which surprised the both of us. He kissed me and I kissed him back. Time and again in my life I have been told that two men shouldn t be together in any kind of romantic or sexual union. I had been told this by my preacher and by society. But when Stephen kissed me all those thought went out the window and all those voices were silenced.
When we kissed it took me to another world. I thought I knew what passion was. I had done it with girls before and sex with them was alright but this this was new. There was an intensity in this kiss a slow but powerful buildup from deep inside me that I could no longer deny. I had never felt anything like this before. I pulled Stephen into my arms and we embraced. We fell on the bed together and ended up on the floor.
He was on top of me his slender body on top of my heavily muscled form. I looked at him and we kissed again. I felt my cock grow hard in my pants. He felt it too. Quickly we undressed each other. Our hot naked bodies were pressed together. He started touching me. Touching me in ways I had never been touched before. It was amazing. Even more amazing was the way my body responded to his touch. It was like magic like a virgin piano responding to the touch of Mozart.
Stephen licked me from my head to my toes as if I were the sweetest thing he d ever tasted. When he took my cock in his mouth it was unlike anything I d ever felt before. I d gotten sloppy blowjobs from girls back in school but this guy was a pro. He knew just how to work it. He pleasured my body in ways I couldn t fathom. Finally when I came he did something no one had ever done before. He tasted my seed and drank from me. I looked at him with wide eyes. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and smiled at me.
I smiled at him and hesitantly touched his face. He smiled and didn t resist as I pulled him closer. Once more he was on top of me. I looked at him. I wanted this young man more than I had ever wanted anything in my entire life. I had never felt an urge or a need as powerful as this one. It was like being thirsty in the desert or hungry in a famine. A deep hunger had been awakened inside me and would not be sated until I had him. He looked into my eyes and understood. Without a word being spoken he knew what I wanted. He wanted the same thing. He wanted me inside him. And so I entered him.
I felt his tender flesh yield as I entered him. Stephen gasped. I was looking into my best friend s face as I went into him. He opened himself up to me hearing my wordless plea and welcoming me inside him. This was so different from any sexual act I had ever done. Oh I had only been with women before for one thing. But this wasn t it. As I thrust into him and looked into his eyes I realized that this was different from anything I d ever done because this wasn t fucking. I had never been with someone I liked sexually. I had never been with anyone I felt anything more than lust for. This wasn t fucking. This was making love. When I fucked someone I didn t usually want to look into their faces but I did with Stephen.
As I went inside him he put his arms around me drawing me closer. I found myself embracing him as well. I felt a rush in my loins. I knew what was coming. So did he. I came and moments later I saw the evidence of my lover s orgasm as he came as well. I reached for his member and stroked it as he came. Stephen cried out in pleasure and so did I. When all was done we kissed again and went back to bed. I fell asleep with his arms around me.
When I woke up the next morning I was shocked. I was shocked by last night s events. But not in the way you might think. I lay there looking at Stephen. He was already awake and dressed. He had gotten down to the dining hall of the dorm and gotten the both of us plenty to eat and drink. He smiled at me. I smiled back. All that happened last night came back to me. Stephen seemed a bit nervous. Maybe he thought I regretted what we did together. I didn t. Hell I wish we d done it sooner.
Stephen stood there looking so nervous. I couldn t help but smile from ear to ear. He put down the tray and then started to talk about last night. I got up and looked at him. I stood naked before him and he looked me up and down before licking his lips. I grinned and kissed him before heading into the shower. I turned on the warm water and gestured to him. Moments later he was inside with me clothes and all. We made love again in the shower. This was the start of something new and wonderful for the both of us.
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My Favourite Patient Sam Ch. 05
I really don t know how I got home that night. I figured I didn t crash my car and kill myself as I woke up safe in my own bed. I do remember picking up the unopened bottle of vodka in my drinks cabinet and having a couple of sips though. I sat up in bed and immediately regretted doing it. I didn t feel too well at all and then I noticed the empty bottle next to me. I felt around for a damp patch on my sheets from where the bottle must have spilt but there wasn t one in fact my fully clothed body was dry as well.
Oh shit I said out loud. How the fuck did I manage to not comatose myself? I wondered. I tried to get up and found that I couldn t do that without feeling sick all of a sudden but then my morning hard-on was calling to me to take a well needed piss. I struggled to the bathroom and did my business had a well needed shower and shave. Frankly a good kick up the ass would ve helped to get me going but nobody could because I was on my own.
It then suddenly dawned on me the reason why I was on my own. Sam. The fucking bastard how could he? I was hoping to stay over in his bed. I should have been there waking up with him in my arms. We would have been taking a long hot shower together and then relaxing back in bed again to make love for the tenth time. Yeah well a guy can dream can t he? Tears filled my eyes as I recalled the previous night s events again in my head. Just the way he had talked to me like I was nothing to him upset me enough then the fact that he had this orgy happening in his house. I wondered how often he hosted these parties and how much he played a part in those sex games. It made me feel sick just thinking about it thinking of how many he had been with. I could ve caught anything from him and he wouldn t have given a shit. He really didn t care about me maybe I was just a quick fuck all along another notch on his bedpost. He didn t even try to explain himself. He just let me walk away. Why do I fall for guys like this? I asked myself. God I d been such an idiot.
The phone rang at just as I left the bathroom. I looked at the clock in my room and noticed it read 13.33. Fuck! I answered the phone next to my bed and spoke.
Hello? I asked. I hoped I didn t sound too out of it.
Jake. Listen before you hang up I know why you ve been ignoring me all morning and I m sorry baby really sorry. I just want to explain a few things. Sam spoke quickly as if he was in a rush trying to get it all out. He sounded bad really bad.
I didn t answer just sat down on the bed. I felt my self cry again. All morning? Did he say all morning? But I d have heard the phone surely?
Jake? Speak to me say something.
Bye Sam. I said and hung up. I walked into my kitchen and found my phone. 23 missed calls. He even had the cheek to phone me after what he did. I didn t see why I should speak to him. He d literally ignored me for 3 days then I find out the reason why it s because he was busy with his fuck buddies and the party.
I figured that if I did let him talk he would just apologize over and over again telling me how much he loves me how it was a mistake it didn t mean anything and how he didn t do anything and just stayed out of it. I mean yeah right! All those guys and girls he could have his pick of any one of them. He d just say anything to get out of the situation he was in and he wouldn t have told me about it anyway. He d have just let me believe things were going well between us. I d get all the usual bullshit you hear from liars and cheaters. All the things I d fallen for before. I realized that maybe I was better off knowing about his kinky games now rather than later when my feelings went even deeper than they were.
That was what pissed me off the most the fact that he claimed to like me that he had grown to love to love me over the weeks that I d known him. Why would he say those things if he didn t mean it? Why do some guy s do that? I really couldn t get my head around it and frankly I didn t want to. If that s the way it was gonna be then I would have to put up with it somehow. Maybe I m just a soppy bastard and like all that romantic shit. I need to get a life!
I got dressed and decided to eat and then get on with my boring single life again. The phone rang at least 15 or 20 times during the day even on my mobile phone. I d lost count after the 10th or so time. I did pick it up on the odd occasion just to check it was still him and it was so I hung up. He sent me text messages saying things like Sorry and Please talk to me . I didn t reply to any of them. He wasn t going to humiliate me anymore. The best thing was to forget about him. It wouldn t be easy but I could try. I sent him one last message telling him that he was wasting his time I wasn t interested in him and not to contact me again.
I was sure he could get what he needed from his bum chums .
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The next couple of weeks went by slowly after that. I went to work as usual and came home. I hardly went out even when my friends came to see me or dragged me to the pub for a drink I just couldn t be bothered. I wanted to be alone to drown my sorrows and I cried so much that I didn t think I could cry anymore. That s what love does to a guy sometimes eats you up until you can t take anymore. Sam had even stopped calling so much after a week. I knew he d have to give up at some point and I was glad he didn t know where I lived. Anyway with his looks he could have any girl or guy he wanted. Just flashing that gorgeous smile and showing his sparkling white teeth would have them swooning. I remembered when he used to do that to me. His eyes would look right through me and I d just melt.
I know we didn t really have much of a relationship we hadn t even got onto the fucking stage but I loved him. All those weeks spent getting to know each other flirting touching. I couldn t get him out of my mind and to be honest I didn t want to. But then I figured I couldn t have meant that much to him if he d given up so easily.
It was about three weeks since I d last seen Sam and I d not been out properly for a while. I needed a good drink a good dance and some good friends to join me. I also figured I needed a man to get Sam off my mind and out of my dreams. Even if I didn t want a one night stand I decided that it would be what I had to do to leave him behind. Hell I knew my dildos couldn t satisfy me forever and to be honest my right hand needed a break.
So the lack of sex in my life was driving my insane. I knew that going out was the only option and I hadn t been to my favourite nightclub for a while.
On the Saturday night I d decided to get myself dressed up and go out to PLEASURE a gay bar in the next town. I was determined to do something with myself. I called a couple of gay friends that I d not seen for a while and they agreed to meet me there.
8pm came around and my taxi pulled up outside PLEASURE . I saw Danny and Martin waiting for me. Danny and Martin were in a relationship had been together for nearly 3 years and were very much in love as anyone could be. It made me jealous at times it was what I wanted and what I d longed to find. But whenever we went out anywhere they never made me feel left out. I appreciated it and often told them so. Even though they were together they had their own flirting fun with guys as well.
Both Martin and Danny were very open about their relationship even in public. They didn t give a shit what people thought and although they weren t butch guys (in fact far from it) they stood up to anyone who disagreed about their sexuality or relationship. Martin was the slimmer shorter of the two at 5ft 7 and was the more feminine bottom. Danny the jock stood at 5ft 10 and although not overly muscled had more definition than Martin or me. He was the top in the relationship but they did swap occasionally when the mood took them. I thought they were cute together but didn t fancy them at all. They just weren t my type which I suppose is a good thing as it made us better friends. We never had a threesome and it never actually crossed my mind to be that way with them even when we first met two years before.
I d explained everything about Sam to them as soon as it happened the next day. They were brilliant friends who supported me and I loved them to bits. I knew they would help take my mind of him and probably get me pissed at the same time. We exchanged hellos and kisses paid and then went inside.
The club was packed out and I could hardly hear myself over the music. Danny went to the bar to get our drinks and I found us a table. We were just chatting for a while me drinking far too much all at once. Well that was what I went out for. Suddenly a guy came up to me and asked me to dance. I looked at Danny and Martin who nodded and smiled encouraging me to go. I thought why the hell not and stood up. He introduced himself as Alan and led me to the dance floor. He was good looking about 6ft 1 shoulder length brown/blond hair and a swimmers type build well defined chest that showed through his dark green shirt. I couldn t help but eye my way down to his lower half and from the looks of his crotch he had something to be proud of. He immediately grabbed my waist and pulled me close. I was a little surprised but flattered. His hands moved to my ass and he gave it a squeeze so I did the same to him. His ass felt firm and tight. He ground his crotch into mine in time to the music and leaned in to kiss me. I thought that maybe it was a little too soon but he really didn t give me any option to back out. He literally pressed his lips against mine and what a great kisser he was! His tongue found mine and I was getting really into it. In fact I started to get hard but I also felt that he was so I moved myself closer to him and smiled through the kiss.
I pulled off grabbed his hardening manhood and whispered in his ear. I see you liked that as much as I did.
He replied by kissing me more. We moved to the music and I was actually enjoying myself for the first time in ages.
The next thing I felt was another pair of hands around my waist. They rubbed up and down my back and a set of lips pressed against my neck. I shivered. I pulled away from Alan and looked around to see who it was. It was a handsome black guy. I gave him a curious look.
Jake this is Larry he s a buddy of mine. I hope you don t mind if he joins us.
Err….no I suppose not. I replied. I then smiled at Larry who grinned back. He was massive stood at least 6ft 3 and had huge muscles. I looked him up and down. His legs were like tree trunks and whether I liked it or not I wasn t gonna mess with him. I found that I actually started to enjoy it. I hadn t felt that wanted in ages. I turned around to face Larry kissing him while Alan rubbed his hands along my ass and my back. I became hard as rock and knew I would be in need of some relief soon. I had never been in a threesome and even though it was on the dance floor and not in a bed I got the feeling that it would be quite similar. I started to wonder if this is what they had in mind and it made me question my intentions with this couple.
As I was getting really into it with Larry and Andy paying me loads of attention sweat was starting to drip from my body and Martin kept getting up and handing me my drink to sip on. Him and Danny gave me knowing smiles and winks and I felt that they were egging me on a little bit.
It must have been after half an hour of dancing when I felt someone tap on my shoulder. I looked over to see Danny and Martin finally dancing together. We smiled at each other and carried on with what we were doing. We must have been dancing for another half an hour until Martin pulled me away slightly.
Hey why did you do that? I was having fun. I asked him slightly pissed off.
Cause I want to tell you something.
I hope it s important. I replied feeling a little annoyed. My cock deflated a little from the non-existent touching. I excused myself and moved away from Alan and Larry to talk with Martin privately.
I looked at him with a curious expression so he explained. I think you have another admirer. There s a guy sat at the bar and he s been staring at you since we came in.
I smiled. Are you sure it s me who he s staring at? I asked. Martin nodded. Well I am popular tonight aren t I? I laughed back. Oh yeah so I was a little giddy from the drink. You can t blame a guy though.
I looked at the bar but couldn t see anyone in particular as it was so busy. I didn t know who he was talking about. I shrugged at Martin.
He s over there at the end of the bar sat on his own. He s wearing a blue shirt and black pants. He s a looker Jake. You could be in there if you take a chance. Here get us all a drink and take a look. Tell me what you think when you get back.
I was interested. Who wouldn t be?
I smiled back at him and gave him a thank you kiss. He went back to Danny who had started dancing with Alan and Larry.
I pushed my way to the front of the bar and looked over to my right searching for this mystery man. There was someone there but it was still difficult to see him from the crowd. I moved myself nearer and from the corner of my eye I saw him. He looked nice from the back. If he d just turn around to face me I could get a better look at him.
He did. It was Sam.
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I automatically sighed. I couldn t believe it why would this happen to me? Of all the people that could spoil my night it was him. What the fuck was he doing there? Had he come to check on me? How would he know I was here? Although I do remember telling him I came here on Saturday nights. I figured it could just be a coincidence though.
I wasn t going over to talk to him. I turned away pretending I didn t see him pretending that I didn t care if he was there but I did. I could feel my heart breaking in two yet again. I didn t want to show him that though. I ordered the drinks and went back to find Martin and Danny. The look on my face must have shown that something wasn t right.
Ok let s sit down and you can tell us what happened. Danny said grabbing his drink off me.
Tell you what? I asked innocently downing my drink.
The reason why you look like you ve seen something you shouldn t have. He answered.
I suppose I just have. They looked confused so I explained. That guy over at the bar the one that you said has been staring at me. It s Sam.
Ohhh! Danny and Martin replied together.
Yeah I know so now my whole fuckin night has been ruined. I sighed in frustration trying to stop myself from hurting. I stood up. Why does he have to do this? I want to go home.
No Jake. You aren t leaving here because of him. Danny told me. He pulled me towards the dance floor. Come on let s dance. Show him that he being here doesn t bother you.
But it does. Look at me Danny I m a nervous fuckin wreck. I explained shaking. I was nearly in tears now and this wasn t what I wanted. I was there to enjoy myself to help get him off my mind. I love him. I sighed. After all this I still love him.
They looked at each other and sighed.
My God Jake I can t believe he s having this affect on you. Danny said. You need a man. Soon.
Yeah I know. If you don t get some action tonight WE RE gonna take you home and fuck that tight little butt of yours instead. Martin suggested with a sly grin.
Okay I agree to that. Shit it will be fucking tight as well. It must have been about three months now eh Jake? Danny asked.
I nodded a little embarrassed. Actually it was 3 months and 1 week. But who s counting?
Well come on. I m taking you home now buddy. Danny replied laughing. He pulled me towards the door ready to go.
I laughed with him. He stopped and smiled.
See it can t be all that bad if you re laughing. Come on let s dance. We ll show him a thing or two. Martin told me.
I agreed and walked over to the dance floor. I had their hands all over me rubbing my ass crotch and body. I danced between them both as they sandwiched me. It felt great to be like this to know that I have friends who loved me. I knew they would always be there for me. I don t know why but I suddenly had the urge to kiss Martin so I did. He welcomed my lips and opened his mouth to let my tongue in. We must have kissed for a minute or so and then Danny moved in his place. I soon got aroused again and Danny pulled back and winked at me when he noticed. I blushed. He d never got me like that before. I must have been really fucking horny for that to happen.
Martin whispered something to Danny and they smiled back at me. I wondered what they were planning.
Danny grabbed my arm and led me to the toilets. I pulled away but he wasn t letting me go.
Jake come on let me help you. You need this and Martin agrees with me.
No. It doesn t feel right. I can t do this with you Danny. Please trust me on this. As much as I need it and as good as it would feel I can t do it with you you re my friend. I certainly couldn t do it in some smelly toilet cubicle.
But Jake nothing would change between us. It would only be this once we just want to help. He must have read the look on my face. But if you re sure.
I m positive. But thanks for the offer. I appreciate you trying though. I said smiling.
Ok but if you change your mind let me know. He said winking back.
I smiled and hugged him. I won t.
We walked back to Martin who had sat back down. He looked at us with a funny look in his eyes.
Jesus Danny that was quick even for you. Martin said grinning.
Danny punched him playfully on the shoulder. Yeah? You didn t say that this morning. Baby you were begging me to stop especially after the third time you came. He answered laughing. Or don t you remember screaming out my name as I pounded you hard and fast and…..
I didn t let him carry on. Okay okay too much information guys. I mean please have some mercy you know how much I m in need right now. I said sitting down.
They both laughed. Anyway Martin you won t get a fuck out of him tonight. He wouldn t let me. Danny said laughing.
Jake…what are we gonna do with you? Martin asked.
I laughed and turned my ass to him wiggling it near his face. Well not fuck this that s for sure. I said.
He slapped my ass hard and I yelped.
Cheeky bastard. I told him
You asked for it.
I blew them both a kiss and then went to the dance floor. I joined Alan and Larry who were still dancing. They smiled and let me jump in between them again. I grinded myself against them letting their hands wander all over me grope me. I enjoyed myself again and started to forget all about Sam.
Larry was stood in front of me. His hand rubbed my crotch and started unzipping my fly. He put his hand inside and found my cock. He gave it a squeeze and it made me jump. He kept on at this until I became hard. When I first felt him stroke me inside my pants I moaned out loud. His hand was almost as big as my cock and I felt a little small although my 7 inches was nothing to be ashamed of. I wondered if he would take my cock out of my boxers it was hurting a bit being confined into a small space and it certainly didn t hold much room for his hand as well.
Behind me Alan had his hands up my shirt twisting my nipples and running his hands up and down my front back and sides.
I was so fuckin hot and didn t want it to stop. I was even getting a few admiring looks from guys who were staring. I was really hard now and felt myself getting wet. I looked down and noticed a wet patch on the front of my pants where the head of my cock was. It was so hot watching Larry fondle me. I could have shot right there if they hadn t stopped.
Suddenly Larry s hand pulled out from my pants zipping me back up and I felt Alan s hands leave me. I looked at Larry with confusion written all over my face. What was going on?
I turned around to see Sam stood in front of me not looking happy at all. Although not physically he d managed to force both Alan and Larry out of the way of me. I didn t blame them even at their size I didn t want to be in their shoes with the look that Sam s eyes showed. His face was bright red.
What do you want? I asked him sighing.
He came up to me. Do you know what you look like Jake? I ll tell you. You look like a slut dancing like that with these guys. How could you let them touch you like that? Have you no shame?
Whatever what the fuck do you care. Jealous are you? I asked suddenly feeling quite sober.
Of course I care Jake. I don t want them touching you.
Bollocks Sam it s got nothing to do with you who I dance with and who I let touch me. You didn t seem to bother about me when you were having your little orgy. That s what I call shame. I don t want or need you anymore. I couldn t give a shit about you or what you think. You hurt me and now I m over you so just leave me alone.
No I came here hoping to see you and I ve been here all night watching you and I m not leaving until we talk.
We had gathered a small crowd now. Danny and Martin came over. I could tell they were ready for an argument just as much as me.
What do you want to talk to me about? I asked him.
The reason why you turned up on my doorstep that night I know it was important but I just had too much to drink and couldn t get my head around it. I also wanted to talk about us. I miss you Jake.
Okay I turned up to see you Sam because I missed you and because I had some good news that I could see start seeing you again. I hoped that we could celebrate together but by the looks of things you were already celebrating something else with someone else.
I heard a few ooohs and ahhhs from the crowd. I carried on.
You didn t seem to give me a second thought at the time so why should I give a second thought about you now. You spoke to me like I was a piece of shit Sam or were you too pissed to remember that? You even let that guy touch me you didn t stop him. Do you know how much that hurt? I stopped and sighed. There is no us Sam. There never really was. I should have guessed that the day you ignored my phone calls and said you were busy . Busy getting laid no doubt you just couldn t wait for me could you?
I looked at him and then I turned to leave. I d had enough He didn t have the decency to be honest with me. Just then I heard
Jake I didn t do anything with anyone I swear. I only want you. He shouted.
Then he grabbed my arm and swung me around to face him. He kissed me hard on the lips then more softly. I kissed him back as much as I didn t want to I couldn t help myself. Then I remembered why I was mad at him.
I pulled away. He smiled. Now tell me you didn t enjoy that.
I sighed he would never learn. Don t flatter yourself Sam. You aint all that. I m not just some fuck piece you can pick up and throw away when you feel like it.
I didn t wait for an answer. I heard guys clapping behind me telling me well done. I looked over at Larry and Alan who were smiling and I smiled and nodded back at them. Martin and Danny came up to me forcing me out of the building. I said I was going home I didn t feel like staying there a minute longer.
Outside I wanted to cry but I stopped myself. Danny and Martin offered to take me to their house but I said I would be fine on my own. I hailed a taxi kissed and hugged my friends goodbye and jumped in.
Through the back window I saw Sam stood there watching me leave. He looked hurt and upset but I didn t stop to think about his feelings. He d ruined my night and yet again I went home alone.
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After that night I was determined to get myself back to normal and not worry about Sam again. I knew he would soon forget about me after all there wasn t much to remember anyway. We never went far in our relationship one proper date one quick meeting and two occasions where we sucked each other although that was mind blowing enough anyway. I wondered what it would be like to go further with him but that was all over. I still replayed those moments together night after night in my fantasies and slowly masturbated myself thinking about it.
I heard from Sam the next morning apologizing again. He asked if he could come over and explain things but I couldn t do that. I told him to just leave it and get on with his life. He d find someone else soon enough. One of his fuck buddies could help him out when needed. He may even get back with his ex she was there that night.
So my daily routine went back again. I went to work and attempted to put on a brave and happy face. I know my boss was concerned but I still chatted away with colleagues as usual and my work didn t falter so she couldn t complain.
I went out a lot more with friends after work and started trying to look for a man again as impossible as that was to do. I know I didn t come across as well as I should have.
But one guy I went on a date with Adam was great. He was 32 and a doctor. I remembered him from when I worked at the hospital and thought he was good looking then. We went bowling one Friday night and had fun. We got along well had a few things in common and had a good laugh. But I knew I wasn t really all there and I kept thinking that I was cheating on Sam as strange as it seems. I think he must have sensed it and asked me what my problem was. I really didn t want to tell him but after persuading me I ended up doing. Surprisingly he understood and said that if I wasn t ready then I shouldn t worry about it and to let him know when I was. I sighed with relief and we just agreed to be friends. We swapped numbers and said we would keep in touch.
So after that my friends just gave up on finding a date for me. I just felt so alone. Everyone kept telling me how it would get better but when you love someone those feelings don t go away on their own.
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A couple of weeks after my date with Adam and after a lot of annoying phone calls telling me to get out of the house I did. I even went back to the club with Danny and Martin a week later praying that Sam wouldn t be there although secretly hoping he would. I was missing him terribly.
That Saturday we saw Alan and Larry again and sat with them to chat. They explained that they weren t actually in a relationship they just had sex occasionally. Both wanted to just have fun and not be tied down to one person. I did get the feeling however that Alan felt more for Larry than he was letting on. I could see it in his eyes the way he looked at him. When Larry went to the bar I asked Alan about it. He just sighed and said that they used to be in a relationship but they cooled it off because Larry wanted sex with other guys and rather than say something he felt better to leave it. Anyway He said. I d rather have him as a sex buddy and a friend than nothing at all. I felt sorry for him in a way but didn t want to say much else as he might think I m butting in. He went on to explain that they often had threesomes and hoped I could join them. I explained that it wasn t my thing but enjoyed having fun on the dance floor. When Larry came back we talked and laughed about the previous weekend and how hot they both got with me being sandwiched between them like that.
I talked about Sam when they asked who that guy was and told them what had happened. Larry seemed to think it was all innocent and that maybe Sam was telling the truth but I still doubted it a little. I felt bad for not giving Sam a chance to explain and Danny said he thought I should call him for my own peace of mind. I wanted to go to his house but was afraid of what and who I would find when I went there. My friends asked if I wanted them to go with me but I explained it was something just for me to deal with on my own.
Danny and Martin went home early and I stayed with my new friends. We chatted some more and danced a little too. I danced with a few other guys but if I was honest my heart wasn t in it. It was still with Sam. I wondered if he still felt the same.
At the end of the night we swapped numbers and addresses and I felt glad that I had made a couple new friends.
Posted in June 19, 2008 ¬ 12:09 pmh.admin1 Comment »
This daring duo only wanted a quiet place to fuck and suck each other!
Adult Theatre
My first “adult” encounter with another man
I knew but the dry mouth and nervousness that this was what I had been waiting for. I had not seen nor touched another man for at least ten years! And the thought was making me horny and crazy!
I pulled into the parking lot and noticed that for 2 in the afternoon it was very busy. I wondered if all the people were “sick” and called in to work like I had done!
I went through the door and encountered the same boring face of the attendant that I have grown to expect. Paid my money- opting to get the gay addition to the ticket also. Why not? I knew that was why I was really here after all…
I had read that you should go to the back of the theatre for the action but upon entering the opening the second of three doors I noted I could not see a thing except for outline of heads in the seats before me. I turned towards the back and as my eyes adjusted noticed one open seat on the end of the back row. I made my pardons for blocking the view of the others as I made my way to the seat. Most of the men had their cocks out or at least feebly tried to cover them as I passed. My own cock was straining at my jeans as I made my way.
Sitting down I noticed I had sat beside an older man whom seemed to be looking at me from the corner of his eye and then looking back to the screen as the large breasted blond took two cocks into her mouth.
I immediately took my cock out- by this point the signs that warned against this were a moot point! I was so goddamn horny!! The pre-cum was already staining my pants and lubricating my cock.
It appeared that once my cock was free of its bonds the other men in the row loosened up and also began again to play with their cocks. I joined them in their side-ways glances and slow jerking of their cocks whilst watching the screen.
As my eyes adjusted more I noted that the older gentleman next to me had absolutely no problem with achieving an erection! His cock was at least 12 inches if not more. Slim a perfectly flared circumcised tip and smooth enough to slip into me with no problem!
I slowly moved my hand to the arm rest and he removed his hand from himself. His massive cock slapping against his belly. I slowly reached over and as I became more light-headed gently grasped his manhood with my hand. It pulsed and throbbed with the beat of his heart. I noticed that it was very wet and lubricated. Quickly I took my hand from it and brought it to my face smelling the scent of him- it was not a lubricant but his own man-juices! It was to say the least intoxicating!
I again wrapped my hand around him slowly moving it up and down. He reached over and fondled my full swollen ball sac and touched my engorged shaft. Although he did not stroke me I was still in rapture at his touch!
I took my thumb and upon my up-stroke spread his juices from his slit around his cock head. He would moan and lift his hips to my ministrations. His finger mean while found my wrinkled opening and traced lazy circles around it. Further heightening my arousal.
After what seemed like an eternity his shaft swelled and shortly there after he groaned and thrust upwards as pulse after pulse of cum rolled out and down around my hand burning me with his seed.
The air quickly filled with the musky smell of man-cum and he slowly calmed down from his orgasm. He put his quickly deflating cock back into his trousers and got up and left. I noticed that all the other men were watching me as I slowly began to pull on my engorged cock. I had never had an audience before and this further heightened my arousal.
Stoking more furiously and remembering the feel of the man’s cock I shortly shot my own load into the air. Now I don’t get into the whole “creative license” thing- I have an average 7 inch cut and shaved cock… but that day I really did shoot what had to be the biggest and farthest load I had ever shot!
Posted in June 19, 2008 ¬ 12:09 pmh.admin1 Comment »
Young gay boys can\’t stand for their arousal and having sex right on the chair
Girlfriend s Dad
Some adult stories you can read deal with young women and the father s of their best friend. Or something like that. My story is a bit different. It concerns my initial seduction and willing participation with my girlfriend s father and some of his friends.
I was eighteen years old and it was summer 1970. My girlfriend Margie and her family were going to be out of town on vacation for a few weeks and her parents asked me if I would watch the house clean the pool and such. Since it sounded like an easy summer job I agreed. As the time approached it was made apparent that Margie s Dad Chuck would be home a week or so before the rest of the family because of business. The exact date wasn t defined but I d know when I came by and Chuck would be home. Now besides Margie I should make it clear that her entire family liked me especially her mother and father.
Chuck was probably in his early forties. He was strong and slim with brown hair and long sideburns that were the rage in those days. His eyes were a piercing blue. He had a tremendous sense of humor. A few times Chuck had picked me up on my way home from school and driven me home. We had a great time whenever we were together.
Once the Engle s had left town I had the entire house to myself. It was a sprawling single story ranch home with a large yard and pool in the back. The yard was sheltered by trees that kept the neighbors from looking in. Of course all those trees meant leaves and thus I had to do a lot of raking and pool cleaning.
After the first couple of days taking care of the place I realized I could walk around naked and no one would see me. The house was surrounded on all sides by a tall fence as well as large mature trees. It was a pretty daring thing to do. I finally got up the courage and took off my clothes. First I walked around the house until I began to get comfortable. Then I would go outside and work in the yard or clean the pool. At the first hint of a voice from next door I d bolt inside and get dressed again.
But eventually after five or six days I would just come over to the house take off my clothes and do my chores. Then I d lounge around the pool do some swimming and work on my tan. After ten days I had a killer tan.
Day fourteen was no different than any other. I got to the house took off my clothes and got to work. I swept around the pool raked some leaves pulled some weeds. I used the big net and scooped the leaves and twigs out of the pool. Finally I dove in and swam for a while. Then I retired to the lounge chair. I was feeling quite pleased with myself when I heard a voice from close behind me.
You look pretty hot laying there. Nice tan too.
I nearly jumped out of my skin. I leapt to my feet to find Chuck standing there a grin on his face and nothing else. I was really off balance now. My girlfriend s father had caught me naked in his back yard and here he was standing in front of me naked too!
Sit down he said making a patting motion with his hand relax it s fine. I run around here naked as often as I can. I sat back down in the lounge and he pulled up another next to me. Before he sat down he said Something to drink? How about a vodka and lime? I d never had alcohol before so I just nodded yes. Wow! Was Marge s Dad cool or what? Chuck was back in a couple of minutes and he handed me a drink. Just sip it he said.
He sat down next to me and sipped his drink and we talked. I asked him how the vacation was and he described in detail what the family had been doing. We talked about taking care of the house. We talked about the weather.
Probably because I was nervous I finished my drink pretty quickly. As we talked I found my eyes drifting to Chuck s cock lying almost casually on his thigh. It was the biggest cock I d ever seen. I d seen plenty out of the corner of my eye in gym class showers but nothing like this. It was probably six or eight inches soft and I had no idea how big it would get erect. In comparison my teenage cock was probably only five or six inches hard. I was a really getting confused. I jerked my eyes away realizing I had been staring. I looked at Chuck and realized he was looking at my cock! I felt myself blushing and at the same time I could feel myself getting hard. Oh no! Not now! I looked over at Chuck and he was smiling!
That s a nice strong cock you ve got there he said and before I could say anything he reached over and took it in his hand. He squeezed slightly and then began to slowly stroke me up and down. I gasped at the feeling. It was one thing to do this to myself another to have it done to me. I had fantasized about Margie doing this but not her Dad.
Pretty drunk now I closed my eyes and laid back. I heard the squeak of Chuck s lounge chair. I half realized through closed eyes he was kneeling next to my chair. I nearly blew my wad when I felt his mouth on my cock! My eyes snapped open. There was Chuck sucking my cock. He continued for a moment then began to lick my cock up and down. Then he would take my young balls in his mouth and suck. He went back to sucking me and I saw him wet a finger on his left hand. A moment later I felt it probing at my ass.
It was too much. I cried out realizing I was coming. I tried to push him away but he stubbornly refused to let go. With a gush I came in his mouth. As I was coming I realized he was slipping a finger up my ass.
After he had sucked me dry he let me go and sat up on his lounge chair. Did you like that? I could only nod. There s more he smiled. He began to rub my chest in a circular motion. He would pause ever few moments and pinch my tits. He was getting me aroused again. I looked down and his cock was only inches away. He saw where I was looking. Go ahead he said softly hold it.
I reached out and tentatively touched him. His cock stirred at my touch. Hold it he whispered. I wrapped my hand around his growing erection. I could hear him moan softly under his breath. Now stroke me just like you d bring yourself off . I started a jackhammer move on his cock. He grabbed my hand. Maybe a little slower he said and showed me what he wanted. I stroked him back and forth. I kept my eyes glued to his cock. After a few minutes of this he suddenly wrapped his hand around mine. He stood and straddled my lounge chair. His hot cock was now inches from my face.
Suck it he said quietly take it in your mouth. Remember how good it felt when I did it to you? I didn t even hesitate. He moved forward and I met him halfway. I opened my mouth and took a little of the head. I sucked on it then licked around it with my tongue. He pushed forward gently and I opened as wide as I could. Slowly I took in more and more. There was no way I could get all of it in not this first time. He must have been nine or ten inches. But I worked up and down diligently. I even licked up and down the shaft then took his balls in my mouth. He groaned and I sucked harder. Then I worked my way back up his shaft and took him in my mouth again. His hands clasped my head and he guided me. Eventually he held my head and pumped in and out. I took as much as I could trying not to gag. His tempo gradually increased and I knew he was going to come soon. It didn t even occur to me to pull away. Suddenly he groaned loudly and my mouth was filling with warm salty cum. For the first time. Not the last. I sucked as hard as I could and swallowed in self defense. He kept me on his cock until it was too painful for him and he pulled away. He flopped down on his lounge chair and sighed.
Wow that was great. Thanks. He reached for his unfinished drink. I felt strangely proud at his comment. After a bit he finished his drink then went and got two more. I drank some to wash down the taste of his cum.
He rolled over on one side and leaning on an elbow talked some more. Did I like that? Yes very much. Would you want to do it again? Oh yes I said. Come here he said and made room for me on his lounge. I snuggled next to him face to face. Our cocks began to rise again. I felt his growing between us on my stomach. He leaned close and kissed me. I was startled at first. Then I felt his tongue probing. I had no resistance thanks to the liquor. I opened my mouth and returned his kiss. Our tongues fought a long duel for at least a half and hour. I felt one of his hands on my ass. He was kneading and clutching. As we continued I felt his hand trail down the crack of my ass. His finger began to probe again. I tried to pull away for a bit but he was insistent. Pulling away from his finger meant I was closer to him.
Relax he whispered and kissed me again. He began to kiss his way down my face and chest. He stopped at my nipples and sucked hard. The feeling sent me to heaven. He bit down carefully and I could feel myself twitch in excitement. He broke the kiss long enough to lick his finger. Then he went back to work on my tits while his finger returned to it s probing. Half drunk I gave in. I relaxed as much as I could and tried to stretch my legs wider. Sensing victory he probed harder. I suddenly realized that he had his middle finger all the way up my ass.
He began to pump it in and out slowly at first. For the first minute it hurt a bit but then I began to loosen up and it started to feel good. Chuck returned to my mouth and our tongues resumed their duel. After a few minutes he broke the kiss and pulled back. His finger withdrew from my ass. He looked me in the eyes.
Are you willing to try something else? It might hurt some at first I ll warn you. But I m sure you ll like it. How could I refuse my girlfriend s father? Okay I said. He gave me hug and got up. I ll be right back. And headed into the house.
I took the opportunity to gulp down the last of my drink. Chuck was back in a moment with a jar of Vaseline.
Now trust me on this. It may hurt a bit but like my finger you ll get used to it. But if it s too painful just let me know. I nodded. I still wasn t sure what was going on.
He lifted me up and put me face down on the lounge chair my knees on the patio. It felt weird to have my butt exposed to the air. Chuck knelt behind me. I turned my head around to watch. He scooped some of the Vaseline from the jar and rubbed it on my asshole. His fingers gently probed inside again. He did this a couple of times until I was very slick inside. He held my eye as he then took some and smeared it on his cock. Oh! I thought to myself. I suddenly realized what was going on. Chuck coated his cock and then leaned in to my ass. Just relax he said.
I felt the tip of his cock at my ass and he gently pushed. Then pushed harder. I was starting to stretch and it was starting to hurt. But I bit my lip and tried to relax. I rested my forehead on the chaise lounge and tried to relax. Chuck kept pushing forward and suddenly he was past the muscle ring and slid in. The pain ebbed a bit. He carefully pumped in and out going a little further each time. He was right I began to get used to it. It was beginning to feel good.
Are you okay? he asked gently. I nodded and raised my head. I turned and looked at him and could see him behind me impaled in me.
Yeah I m great. Don t stop. He grinned at this and started to pump in and out faster. I turned and laid my head down on the lounge. His hands clasped my hips to keep me with him. He began to pull me into his thrusts and I seconded him. He thrust harder and faster. I could hear the squishing sound of his well lubed cock and it went in and out of my ass. I could feel his pubic hairs on my ass everytime he thrust and his big balls would slap mine.
You like this don t you? he hissed. I nodded. Well you re my boy now. I ve got my cock up your ass. Tell me how you like it .
I like it I started lamely. I want your cock in my ass. Fuck my ass. Be my big daddy and fuck my ass. I didn t know where the words were coming from but they felt right. They must have felt right to him too because he began to slam me harder. With one hand he reached underneath me and grabbed my cock. He forced me back onto all fours so he could stroke me. His hand flew up and down my little five inch teenage cock. In moments I could feel myself reaching the brink.
Yeah grunted I ve got your tight little ass now. I m gonna cum in your hot little teenage ass! Then he cried out and I felt him push into me hard. I knew he was coming. He stroked me hard and squeezed and I was cumming too all over his hand and my chest. He held himself up with his other hand. I could feel his cock softening and retreating in me. Then with a plop he came out. Cum dripped down my ass onto my balls. It felt wonderful.
Chuck turned me over and pulled me up on the lounge. He lay on top of me and kissed me again hard. I put my arms around his neck and pulled him to me. I relaxed into him. Suddenly I realized I didn t want Margie as much as I had before. It was going to be an interesting summer I thought.